by Robin Benway
First published 2023
Leo wakes up every morning knowing her sister Nina is dead. A drunk driver took Nina's life, but Leo can't piece together what happened that night. She remembers leaving the party with Nina and Nina's boyfriend East. Everything after that stays blank. East becomes Leo's closest friend because he loved Nina too. They bond over missing the same person. But East remembers everything about the accident and refuses to share any details with Leo. He won't even discuss that night. Leo needs to know what really happened before she can figure out how to keep living. The story moves backward through time, revealing how Leo and Nina's relationship unfolded in the months before the crash. Leo must decide whether learning the truth will help her heal or destroy what's left of her world.
Genres: fiction, mystery, contemporary, young-adult, contemporary-romance, family-drama
Vibes: emotional, intimate, suspenseful, thought-provoking
Tropes: enemies-to-friends, unreliable-narrator
352 pages · Paperback · HarperCollins
Content warnings: death