by Josie Silver
First published 2022
Lydia believes her nearly decade-long relationship with Freddie will last forever. Then Freddie dies in a car accident on her 27th birthday. Grief overwhelms her. She wants to stay inside and cry until she has no tears left. But she knows Freddie would want her to keep living. With help from his best friend and her sister Elle, Lydia takes small steps back into the world. She begins to build a new life. She even starts to love again. Then something impossible happens. She gets another chance at her old life with Freddie. In this other reality, the accident never occurred. The tragic months never happened. But her new life contains someone who wants her to stay. Lydia faces an agonizing choice between two different lives and two different loves.
Genres: grief, love-story, contemporary-romance, family-drama
Vibes: emotional, intimate, thought-provoking
Tropes: found-family, second-chance-romance
432 pages · Mass Market Paperback · DEBOLSILLO
Content warnings: death