First published 2019
Freddy Riley lives for the moments when Laura Dean wants her back. Their relationship follows the same painful pattern: Laura breaks up with her, then returns when it suits her. Laura draws people in with her popularity and charm, but she treats Freddy carelessly, sometimes cruelly. Freddy's friends watch her chase someone who clearly doesn't respect her. Desperate for answers, Freddy visits Seek-Her, a local mystic who offers advice Freddy doesn't want to hear. The constant breakups are destroying Freddy slowly. She risks losing her best friend and her self-worth if she continues down this path. New friendships emerge alongside guidance from advice columnist Anna Vice. Freddy must choose between the intoxicating relationship that hurts her and the healthier connections she actually needs.
Genres: contemporary, young-adult, lgbt, contemporary-romance
Vibes: emotional, intimate, thought-provoking
Tropes: enemies-to-lovers, unreliable-narrator
289 pages · Hardcover · First Second
Content warnings: emotional-abuse, toxic-relationship